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7.) 27.06.2024 status
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High School

i am writing this in school on pretty much the last day, tommorows final graduating and passing middle school, i've been here for 9 years it's crazy to think this is coming to an end
the feelings i am having rignt now are kind of weird, i never have strong feelings i don't really feel that but this ones weird, i don't feel sad i don't feel happy i don't feel any of this, it feels like freedom if that was a feeling
i already bought that pretty outfit for me to wear on the last last day, my momma told me i look like a pioneer and i cannot lie i kinda see it, i am deffo not sad about it lol
it's kind of scaring me what is waiting for me in high school, i am not really worried about the new classmates but rather about the teachers are they gonna be mean? are they gonna be kind and supporting? i really hope so but we will see that until then
i am going to study graphic design so no doubt theres not going to be some cool people, but i don't really want to make friends when i make friends i just know that i like em but i just kind of don't really feel it you know and thats what i don't like about friendship, or pretty much any relationship
anyways the first high school day and last middle school day is going to be interesting





6.) 18.06.2024 plans

im pretty excited for summer break, its unbelievable that i am passing nineth grade and moving onto high school i thought i'll fail sixth, seventh and eight grade but here i am passing nineth... anyway i'm excited for summer because i'll have so much time for this website, for the story and for the characters and stuff, it's just awsome sauce so expect some updates in summer break!! :D
the design of pickle is done by the way i have the art for his character page too but im not very happy with it soooo yuh uh




5.) 18.05.2024 DREAM dream rating: 10/10

The White Dragon

this dream felt so good and so strange in one but i must say that i LOVED it and i would like to have this exact dream another time just CHEWS KISS YKYK
so this dream started in a forest, my most beloved place ever i could almost smell how wet the wind around me was, like a 24 hour rain just end, the trees were making a big big shadow with their leaves so it was BEAUTIFUL in there i could hear some birds chirping and some grasshoppers making that ggrgskksrr skksrkk sound. I was walking on a pretty big muddy path with rocks in it, i don't know where the hell was i going, maybe i was just on a walk i dunno but one thing i knew was that i was going to some pond.
the path wasn't so long i'd say something around 100 meters, my brain prolly couldn't afford more because we all know how short can dreams be (i hope) but when i finally arrived there the i just sat there and looked around for a while, the pond was pretty small and it was being surrounded by trees of both leaf kind and needle kind.
while i was sitting there i heard something coming from the trees and the bushes on the other side of the pond right in front of me, when i finally saw it i was shocked and happy (for some reason) it was a snow white dragon with no wings, just curly fur with some scales underneath the curly curly fur. those scales were making the dragon shine a little bit actually and it was beautiful once again
the dragon didn't notice me at first and started drinking from the pond but when he was finished and raised it's long neck up again it finally noticed me, but it didn't move it just stared at me like i did at it, we were looking at eachother over the pond for a while before i woke up




4.) 11.05.2024 interests

Liminal Spaces

liminal space is one big interest of mine ever since i discovered the Backrooms when i was like 13 or something, the way liminal spaces make you feel is just so beautiful, the way they look so weird and lonely is even better bro i fell in love with liminal spaces, a big part of the liminal space fan community is also the Backrooms which i have mentioned earlier,
now, i am sad about how the internet ruined the Backrooms when it got popular in like 2023(?)... "HUGGY WUGGY IN THE BACKROOMS!!!" "WHAT IF A CHILD ENTERS THE BACKROOMS!!!" dawg its the same as if the strongest person on earth entered, the Backrooms does not care if its a child or not shut up AND HUGGY WUGGY IN THE BACKROOMS WHATTT!?!!?!?
anyway i like to think that the Backrooms is just infinite space that has many MANY sections with everything and nothing except entities, i don't like entities lol
there are just illnesses and diseases and items that aren't like in real life and stuff, that is a beautiful thought oh and i hate how some people add entities in level 0 of the Backrooms... you know that yellow walls moisty carpet buzzing lights one, because level 0 is supposed to have 0 entities and and aaauagugdagdgusn
live laugh love liminal spaces and the Backrooms though




3.) 30.03.2024 Ocs

Mimi

when i was making Mimis design i was thinking about giving her a tail cause not gonna lie it lowkey looks good on her
But then i overthinked it and thought about what would my future self say about that you know so i ended up not giving her a tail
love Mimi



2.) 28.03.2024 DREAM dream rating: 5/10

Rodent Hell

this dream was pretty weird pretty lame pretty i don't even know what but yeah it was stupid
it was at my dads house in the living room, dad wasnt there but rats, guinea pigs, mice, rabbits and other animals like this sure were
there was so many of them and i was trying to catch them and put them in a box i had in my other hand
it was like those animals were covered in slime or something cause YOU COULD NOT GRAB EM WHATEVER YOU DID
there was also Piška and Robert i think but my brain couldn't model them or somethin and just made me thing that some rat was Robert and some guinea pig was Piška but those did NOT look like none of em
i remember a centipede there too, grabbed it and put it in the box but good god it was so fast that you could barely catch it
anyway this dream was hella weird



1.) 18.03.2024 DREAM dream rating: 9/10

pizza man

The dream started in some town where me and my class were waiting for a bus to arrive bcs we were going to a trip
There was me and some girls from my class that i was talking with and we suddenly got an idea to buy a pizza while we wait
there was a little pizzeria just behind the corner so we went in, when we got in we saw a tall blonde man
We looked at the types of pizza he was selling but those were lowkey weird, like "salmon pizza, octopus pizza with fish tails and weird stuff like that
so the girls left because they lost interest and totally were NOT buying fingernail pizza or whatever but i stayed there i thought maybe i can find something normal that we didnt see and bring it to them
i asked the tall pizza man if he got some normal classic salami pizza or cheese or margaret you know, the classic stuff
he answered me with something like "no we don't have that but i can make some salami right now" and then after that he told me to take off my shirt
i took my shirt off and he turned me around, grabbing a knife and cutting a circle from my back
i could feel it irl i could feel that hole in my back
he took that piece of my back and put it on a plain pizza dough "do it yourself" he said
so there i was baking a pizza with my own meat on it, to be honest i was okay with it in the dream, didnt seem like i mind it at all


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