I am sorry for my grammar and for my skills in english

5.) 11.05.2024 interests

Liminal Spaces

liminal space is one big interest of mine ever since i discovered the Backrooms when i was like 13 or something, the way liminal spaces make you feel is just so beautiful, the way they look so weird and lonely is even better bro i fell in love with liminal spaces, a big part of the liminal space fan community is also the Backrooms which i have mentioned earlier,
now, i am sad about how the internet ruined the Backrooms when it got popular in like 2023(?)... "HUGGY WUGGY IN THE BACKROOMS!!!" "WHAT IF A CHILD ENTERS THE BACKROOMS!!!" dawg its the same as if the strongest person on earth entered, the Backrooms does not care if its a child or not shut up AND HUGGY WUGGY IN THE BACKROOMS WHATTT!?!!?!?
anyway i like to think that the Backrooms is just infinite space that has many MANY sections with everything and nothing except entities, i don't like entities lol
there are just illnesses and diseases and items that aren't like in real life and stuff, that is a beautiful thought oh and i hate how some people add entities in level 0 of the Backrooms... you know that yellow walls moisty carpet buzzing lights one, because level 0 is supposed to have 0 entities and and aaauagugdagdgusn
live laugh love liminal spaces and the Backrooms though




4.) 10.05.2024 ???vent???

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popularity in school

school feels so weird because i am so famous and also an absolute loser at the same time because im considered as one of the quiet kids with weird interesrs and no friends except those online ones... speaking about my friends shoutout to Alen and my love Captain Lovezo
anyway back to what i was talking about, because im considered one of the weird quiet kids but also i am kind of popular by my arts, i don't know why do teachers say that i am "the schools talent in 10 yearrrsss" because there is one girl named Lexa who is on the same line as me, we have kind of same skills when it comes to art so i feel like i don't deserve that title
that doesn't make me popular among the kids though, i'd say it makes my loserness as i like to call that even worse because being the artistic kid is not a flex at all in school, that just makes you look weird
school is ugly, i just sit there in my desk alone all breaks and draw into my notebook or sketchbook while others are having fun with their friends, but i am not one to make a huge drama about it and cry about the fact i have no friends, i am happy like this, it is peacefull and all, shoutout to everyone who finds at least one part of this relatable
anyway when i'll get to high school i swear on both of my ankles and my dead guinea pig that i WILL NOT make friends i don't like having friends in fact, especially when i have to meet them every day like.... eeeoouugghhhhhh (insert vomiting emoji here)




3.) 30.03.2024 Ocs

Mimi

when i was making Mimis design i was thinking about giving her a tail cause not gonna lie it lowkey looks good on her
But then i overthinked it and thought about what would my future self say about that you know so i ended up not giving her a tail
love Mimi



2.) 28.03.2024 DREAM dream rating: 5/10

Rodent Hell

this dream was pretty weird pretty lame pretty i don't even know what but yeah it was stupid
it was at my dads house in the living room, dad wasnt there but rats, guinea pigs, mice, rabbits and other animals like this sure were
there was so many of them and i was trying to catch them and put them in a box i had in my other hand
it was like those animals were covered in slime or something cause YOU COULD NOT GRAB EM WHATEVER YOU DID
there was also Piška and Robert i think but my brain couldn't model them or somethin and just made me thing that some rat was Robert and some guinea pig was Piška but those did NOT look like none of em
i remember a centipede there too, grabbed it and put it in the box but good god it was so fast that you could barely catch it
anyway this dream was hella weird



1.) 18.03.2024 DREAM dream rating: 9/10

pizza man

The dream started in some town where me and my class were waiting for a bus to arrive bcs we were going to a trip
There was me and some girls from my class that i was talking with and we suddenly got an idea to buy a pizza while we wait
there was a little pizzeria just behind the corner so we went in, when we got in we saw a tall blonde man
We looked at the types of pizza he was selling but those were lowkey weird, like "salmon pizza, octopus pizza with fish tails and weird stuff like that
so the girls left because they lost interest and totally were NOT buying fingernail pizza or whatever but i stayed there i thought maybe i can find something normal that we didnt see and bring it to them
i asked the tall pizza man if he got some normal classic salami pizza or cheese or margaret you know, the classic stuff
he answered me with something like "no we don't have that but i can make some salami right now" and then after that he told me to take off my shirt
i took my shirt off and he turned me around, grabbing a knife and cutting a circle from my back
i could feel it irl i could feel that hole in my back
he took that piece of my back and put it on a plain pizza dough "do it yourself" he said
so there i was baking a pizza with my own meat on it, to be honest i was okay with it in the dream, didnt seem like i mind it at all


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